Enduring Charms

 

 
    A hundred years ago Tom Moore was a poet and  had just married a beautiful girl, Bessie Dyke. Theirs seemed an idyllic marriage, a story book beginning.  Not too long after they were married  Tom had to be a way on a trip to Italy.   Bessie was feverish and Tom did not want to leave, but it was important for him to go. Anxious about the fever, he left a doctor and a nurse to be in constant attendance until he returned.  It was seven weeks sailing the ship and without any  communication and then Tom returned.

    As the young poet went directly to his home he found the doctor waiting for him there.  The doctor was saying that there is no need to be worried, but he stood barring the door to the bedroom.  Tom demanded an explanation.  The speech which the doctor had rehearsed came out painfully. Bessie had smallpox. The crisis was past, she was recovering. But it had left her once-lovely face scarred, mercilessly. And  she did not want to see her husband  again.  Tom gasped unbelieving. Then he shoved the doctor aside  and walked directly into the dark room. He heard breathing, sobs, and the heartbreak of his bride.  He knelt beside the bed and began to talk. Calmly at first, then  he began to plead with her, but it was no use.  With tears in her voice, she repeated over and over again, No, he must not open the blinds. No, you must not open the blinds.

    Fearful that his love, more precious to her than her life, might fade with the transient beauty which had fled, she insisted he must leave now, go away, never see her again.

   When she was near hysteria, Tom gave up. He went to his study  down the hall.  Sometime between that afternoon and the following dawn Tom Moore decided that he would try to reach  through to her again...with the gift that brought them together.  While it was yet dark in the morning, he went to her room, and in the darkness of the morning sky he sang the words which he had written. When he had finished there was a stillness in the room.   A long moment passed and then Bessie got out of bed, drew back the shutter and flung aside the drapery. As he knelt beside her bed, motionless, she reached for the flint and lighted the bedside taper  and the room was suddenly radiant  with the awakening sun and the dancing flame. As the light flooded the pock marked face Tom stumbled to his feet and flung himself  into her arms and at once they knew that they were together and nothing else would ever matter evermore.

   The words that Thomas Moore sang were words that we seem never to forget:

      " Believe me, if all those endearing young charms which I gaze on so fondly today, were to change by tomorrow and fleet in my arms. Like fairy gifts fading away. Thou wouldst still be adored--as this moment thou art.  Let thy loveliness fade as it will, and around the dear ruin, each wish of my heart would entwine itself verdantly still."